Aug 19, 2011

untold


Just click the PICTURE or HERE to get the "Untold" story. Enjoy :)
source:tumblr.

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when they call you hot, they look at your body.

when they call you pretty, they look at your face.

when they call you gorgeous, they look at your clothes.

but when they call you beautiful, they see everything.

Aug 17, 2011

don't you know..

well I say...
a lot.
mostly because i feel like everything is my fault.
:(

to be happy

GODDAMNED! I NEED THIS.. LOL


i should eat this everyday to make me cheerful and happy trololol 


dear..

I miss you. Not in some cheesy, let's hold hands and be together forever way. I just miss you. Plain and simple. I miss your presence in my life. I miss you always being there for me. I miss my best friend.


-relatableblog

Aug 10, 2011

people

i can't understand what is the fuck wrong with 'people'. why does everything have to be so complicated? shit always happens. sometimes they treat me different, just like a stranger. that's why i'm sick of 'people'. or maybe i'm weird. maybe something goes wrong with me. who the hell would understand? i make myself comfortable in every situation, but it doesn't seem like the things go perfectly. no one cared enough to stay. everybody just left. and shrugged it off. here i'm all alone. i'm tired of being tired. i'm sick of being sick. i feel like i'm just useless wreck. everything sucks. lame. i'm stupid. how foolish i am. i don't like it. i hate this. i just wanna be invisible.. and i'm not gonna stand it anymore. right now. so that people can't see me in this damn world. i'd die. but i'm hungry-_-

sorry for the bad words, it shouts when i'm mad...

Aug 7, 2011

today..

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!
Sonya Marthayori Tari Puteri ♥♥ Marsya Zoraya ♥♥ Adelia Putri Annisa Seftiani ♥♥ Irfani Jelita Yolanda Nevia ♥♥ Cessi Maharani Fatimah  Nurhandayani Firsa Achriana Aulia ♥♥ Shanaz Novriandina dll
 love ya all. xoxo.

Aug 5, 2011

i need a shoulder to cry on :'(

it's life.

JUST BE CAREFUL WHO YOU OPEN UP TO
ONLY A FEW PEOPLE ACTUALLY CARE THE REST,
ARE JUST CURIOUS.


well.. that's life, never always easy.
that's why i always keep silence and stay calm.
but i'm glad i still have trustworthy friends :)

no matter what life throws at you, just keep your head up and be strong. i know then a true friend will never let you do the stupid things.

Aug 2, 2011

random

kadang gue berpikir kalo suatu saat nanti jadi model kaya gimana ya......
jalan di catwalk, foto-foto.. wkwkwk impossible banget! gue ga secantik itu hahahahahaha

apa mungkin kaya gini...




HAHAHA geli abis sok eksotis bgt!

maaf ini random bgt-_-v

unhealthy

i'm not in the good mood today. pretty tired of everything. or maybe it's because i'm sick and masuk angin -_-"

wish that..

i really don't mean to hurt anybody.
apa dia kaya gini garagara gue?
mungkin emang seharusnya.......
i don't belong in here.
mungkin gue emang cuman sampah yg harusnya dibuang bagi lo.


i wonder if she knew that it's not just a word to say...
"maaf"



:'(

I'm truly sorry
SO STUBBORN THINKING I KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT
but life proves me wrong everytime
........

:'(

Aug 1, 2011

dear blog

sometimes i think about the life. life ain't always easy. a war and love. enemies and best friends. so many masks they wear. people treat me different. the world's pretty fast. people change, ya i know everything always changes. but then i have to get ready no matter what it takes and no matter what happens. when life knocks me down, i should not to stay on the ground. nothing's in vain. let's just be nothing. it's better. it's easier.

nobody really cares if i'm miserable, so i might as well be happy.

*\:D/*

just saying

I BLOG TO EXPRESS NOT TO IMPRESS.

just saying

kenapa sihhh kaya gini?!!!! capek. ini pasti garagara gue deh, hhh emang gue harusnya kaga idup ;(
if i died today... 


would everything just okay?
would people care about me?
would i have to leave all people i love?
would there be anything you wish you had said to me? 
would i see your face for the last time?

life sucks

still 'bout life: i'm sick of people. they don't know exactly who am i and what 'am gonna do, but why do they keep judging me like a shit? bloody hell.
“I’m tired of people who judge me without knowing my history."